its getting closer and closer to graduation !!!!!

I'm excited and scared all at the same time.

Halloween is closer tho so lets focuses on that. I'm going to be a pirate ..... a sophisticated pirate to be exact =) I

'm having a little trouble with physics so I have to get a tutor... there is no way in hell I'm going to let a bad grade in Physics stop me from graduating.

I'm planning on moving in with my brother when I get out of here, and then find a job, and get settled I haven't decided if I'm going to go back to school after a year break or not... I
 
know I shouldn't take a break at all because the chances of me starting school again are next to nothing, but I can't handle school for much longer. I'm ready to start my life.

Any advice?

Ugh its hard to find time to go home.... Goodness, I've tried like 3 different weekends, I've only been home once since school started. I think I'm getting a little home sick, its so weird bc this is my last year and I still get home sick when I'm gone for a small amount of time. Ehh I always thought I would get the hell out of Gastonia but it looks like as long as my family is there that I will always come back.

School is going well, Classes are a little too simple for my tastes but hey I wanted a simple last year. I don’t think people would think that Bio Chem, Physics, Calculus, Developmental Psy. and a lit course would be easy but so far not a lot of challenge. I do have to do an internship at a clinic pretty soon tho.... hmmm.....

Anyway, my wrist is fine, and it is true that your bones ach when it rains after an injury. The scare is looking pretty nice tho. My health is pretty good (knock on wood) and I hope that I don't get sick this year, living in a dorm can be dangerous bc if one person gets sick then everyone is sick. I'm a little nerves about the what’s to come but I'm sure that everything will fall into place.

How is everyone else?

Wow

I haven't updated this thing in a while, but as I’ve said before this site is more of a way to vent or say what is on my mind so I don't have to keep thinking it. I've started school again. Classes are hard and my main goal is to graduate on time =) I think that I will graduate.
 
I had plans after college to move in with a friend but that kinda blew up in my face. Now I'm looking for a new roommate to move in with. I don't want to stay at home forever even if my mom said that she wants me to.
 
Has anyone lost touch with a really important person in there life that they thought was going to be with them forever? I have and it sucks. Its mostly my falt too, but I feel like such a 3rd wheel bc she wont do a lot with out her bf, and will only "hang-out" when he is working... I have other friends but I miss hanging out with her.

What are peoples plans for fall break? I need something to do. I thought about camping with a bunch of my guy friends lol, they invited me but Im not really a camping kinda girl. I like my internet..... and my indoor pluming. However the alcohol and great memories to be had is a little more than tempting lol.
 

 I broke my wrist 3 weeks ago. I've broken my leg b4 but this felt different, I think I have a high tolerance for pain bc I didn't even notice I broke it until I got back up on the horse and then blacked out. I was doing barrels and the horse started to act up. It was muddy outside and she aka the horse fell forward taking me with her. She got up and started eating grass, I got up cursing and telling her I was taking her to the glue factory.... the only thing I thought was hurt was my pride... bc I never fall off, and there were a lot of people there to see me do it, but I got up grabbed the saddle pulled myself back into the saddle and then passed bc I felt the large amount of pain that came with the movement. I have a killer scare to show for it and a pretty good story to share.

 I still look the same since high school... ok maybe I've put on a couple pounds lol but actually i still pretty much look the same. I worked at a ranch over the summer, got into barrel racing and teaching classes on how to ride. I'm still going for large animal vet, and I'm going to graduate with my bs in sic. and biology so if i change my mind in the next year I wont have to take extra classes to be too far off the mark. I'm 21!!! lol drinking however has lost some of the appeal that it once had. However clubbing has not. I love to go and dance still. Well I think that I've gone on enough about myself. Is anyone still on? Tell me what’s going on in your life if you are =)